Förlåta?

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting
I'm through, with doubt,
There's nothing left for me to figure out,

I've paid a price, but i'll keep paying

I'm not ready to make nice,

I'm not ready to back down,

I'm still mad as hell

And I don't have time

To go round and round and round

It's too late to make it right

I probably wouldn't if I could

Cause I'm mad as hell

Can't bring myself to do what it is

You think I should

I know you said
Why can't you just get over it,
It turned my whole world around
But I kind of like it

I'm in my bed, and I sleep like a baby,

With no regrets and I don't mind saying,

It's a sad sad story

That a mother will teach her daughter

That she tought to hate a perfect stranger.

And how in the world

Can the words that I said

Send somebody so over the edge

That they'd write me a letter

Saying that I better shut up and sing

Or my life will be over

I'm not ready to make nice,

I'm not ready to back down,

I'm still mad as hell

And I don't have time

To go round and round and round

It's too late to make it right

I probably wouldn't if I could

Cause I'm mad as hell

Can't bring myself to do what it is

You think I should

I'm not ready to make nice,

I'm not ready to back down,

I'm still mad as hell

And I don't have time

To go round and round and round

It's too late to make it right

I probably wouldn't if I could

Cause I'm mad as hell

Can't bring myself to do what it is

You think I should

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

What if?

What if - Kate Winslet

Here I stand alone with this weight upon my heart and it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried but I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time but I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heartache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time but I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take it back would you still be mine

'Cause I tried but I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used know
What if I had never walked away
'Cause I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time but I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

mäh

Kan fysisk attraktion förväxlas men förälskelse eller viseversa?

nothing...

när man inte har något att leva för är det värt att hitta en bro att hoppa ifrån?

.

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams

Forgive me my weakness

Your arms are my castle
Your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry

J

J

J

Lets make love ~ All night long ~ Until all our strength is gone ~ I wanna feel you in my soul

Du sökte en blomma

och fann en frukt.

Du sökte en källa

och fann ett hav.

Du sökte en kvinna

och fann en själ.

Du är besviken...

Orgasmic Rush Of Lust

Beautiful soul - Jesse McCartney

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah

.

I cried for us today

.

FÖRBANNELSE!

I Can't Make You Love Me

Bonnie Raitt - I Can't Make You Love Me

Turn down the lights;
Turn down the bed.
Turn down these voices
Inside my head.

Lay down with me;
Tell me no lies.
Just hold me close;
Don't patronize.

Don't patronize me.

Chorus:
'Cuz I can't make you love me
If you don't.
You can't make your heart feel
Something it won't.
Here in the dark
In these final hours,
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power;
But you won't.
No, you won't.
'Cuz I can't make you love me
If you don't.

I'll close my eyes,
Then I won't see
The love you don't feel
When you're holding me.

Morning will come,
And I'll do what's right;
Just give me till then
To give up this fight.

And I will give up this fight.

Chorus:
'Cuz I can't make you love me
If you don't.
You can't make your heart feel
Something it won't.
Here in the dark
In these final hours,
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power;
But you won't.
No, you won't.
'Cuz I can't make you love me
If you don't.


Denna låt var ett klockrent svar på min sinnesstämning. She sings my trubbles away, nästan som hon tar över lite av det jag känner och sjunger om det samtidigt som hon lättar lite på trycket hos mina känslor - har ni inte upplevt att ett låt kan beröra så mycket tycker jag synd om er!

Osäkerheten är stor förhoppningsvis är det bara jag...

One thing I'm sure of

"One thing I'm sure of - is the way we make love

The one thing I depend on

Is for us to stay strong

With every word and every breath I'm prayin'

That's why I'm sayin'…

Please forgive me - I know not what I do

Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

Don't deny me - this pain I'm going through

Please forgive me - if I need you like I do

Babe believe me - every word i say is true

Please forgive me - If I can´t stop loving you

Never leave me - I don't know what I do

Please forgive me- I Can´t stop loving you"

Länge sen sist...

Ett: Måste skärpa mig att blogga...

Två: Tack Jill för hjälpen med blogg-inställningarna väldigt uppskattat! =o)

Tre: Livet...
...kind of fun, är glad...
...universitetsstudierna är påbörjade med känslan
av både spänning och ångest...
ångesten beror på ekonomin och
mycket text att l äsa; konstrelaterad facklitteratur på engelska
behöver jag säga mer....

...väldigt kär är jag och det bättrar ju på humöret
på ett väldigt trevligt sätt ;oP...

...

...I am complete now that I've found you...

För Dig

"Can you see that poor boys eyes
I never seen him cry so much
I know I shouldn't intrefere
But how can I leave him out here tonight

I know that you might think I'm weird
You might be scared to find me here
But I'm a friend you can rely on me
I give you my arms to hold you tight
And rock you slowly through the night
Count on me I'll never let you down

Someday you'll laugh again my friend
Until the day is here
Just cry your tears don't fear to let all out because only then you'll heal

Someday you'll laugh again my friend
Until the day is here
Just cry your tears don't fear to let all out 'cause only then you'll heal
Until then you need a friend" Copyright © Charlott Salo


I know that I've let you down my dear,
I'll do my very best to never let it happen again.
I'll always be there for you!
You are my best friend, one of the few I can rely on!
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you!
I hope that some day you can forgive me,
you'll always be a part of my heart even if I'm not around!

Nonsens *aarrgghh*

Min sinnesstämning är: -143 = ganska arg med andra ord!
Behov av utomstående rådgivning och bollplank: maximalt!
Vill dra mig själv i håret tills det lossnar: obeskrivligt mycket!
Behov av att vara som en hungrig och trött 2-åring: skrämmande!!

flashback

When you wanna give up

and your heart’s about to brake,

remember you’re perfect,

God makes no mistakes...

Studenten

Sitter nu här på studentdagens morgon... försov mig till champangefrukosten *pinsamt* men det har sina förklarliga skäl - var hemma i Edsbro till jättesent för att syra upp min klänning och smörgåstårta... så alltså var det inte så konstigt att jag försov mig... men men det hade varit värre om det var själva studenten det gällde... Så med andra ord har jag varit uppe sen kvart-tjugo över sju, så jag har kunnat ta det lugt och se jag fick till och med tid att blogga... men snart måste jag gå för jag ska möta Marie vid Norrköp för att slå följe till den sista dagen i skolans värld... (eller i alla fall i den "måste skolans värld")

JAG TAR STUDENTEN IDAG!!!!!!!

Religionen och Svenska C up my **!

Jag blir så trött på att allt bara går åt fel riktning så här mot slutet! Visst är jag väl tacksam för att kurser börjar trappas ner ellet till och med avslutas, det ger ju trevliga håltimmar och diverse sovmornar.... Men de kurser som fortfarande är aktiva *blä* Religionen är dum för att jag inte förstår något till provet i morgon observera IMORGON!! Jag har inte börjat plugga än eftersom jag inte förstår något av mina anteckningar eller texten i boken! Jaja bara jag får G på provet blir jag glad för sen är den kursen slut - och aldrig mer igen -

Svenska C - jag är i mitten av ett mardrömsscenario jag har 1 VG+, 3 MVG, 3 VG vilket alltså leder till att jag bara får VG i slut betyg och det vill inte jag!!! Jag vet och läraren vet att jag borde ha MVG men då råkade jag bara skriva mina 3 VGn under min slutproduktion vilket också var betygsavgörande! Det finnns ingen tid att skriva något kompletternade och han kan inte at hänsyn till att jag hade slutproduktion, men det bevisar ju bara att jag skriver VG när jag är helt slutkörd efter en föreställning vilket alltså borde bevisa att jag skriver MVG när jag är pigg och kry en normal dag..... AAAHHHHH ska ha en öppen disskution med läraren över rurik i slutet av veckan.... bjäb bjäb....

Okej en timma tills jag måste lämna Jocke... plugga religion haha vem försöker jag lura...

Sov gott och natt alla lyckligt ovetande